Subject | curiosity |
DateCreated | 1/14/2007 1:47:00 AM |
PostedDate | 1/14/2007 1:27:00 AM |
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or find reason to push someone away? do you ever fear love? do you ever assume someone offering love has ulterior motives they don't say? how much of you is fear? how much of you is love? and which part of you decides what you say or do? at first there is fear of the unknown when you are a virgin to love and then there is fear of the pain when you learn love can be lost and then you may build a great wall condemning your heart to isolation or maybe you have learned to love in spite of anything, at any cost so I ask do you reject love? do you ever reject love? do you ever see love as something to push away without even knowing who is opening their heart or what they are offering? and I ask do you fear love? do you ever fear love? do you ever see love as something evil or wrong giving it no chance to be before it can start pray tell, what are you thinking? do you think about what others might think about you before you decide what you think or how you feel? do you base your decisions and everything you do on some imaginary image of yourself that you want to make real in other people's eyes would it come as a surprise if you learned that they are doing the same thing and they really don't think about you except to worry over what you think of them does all this really come as something new or did you have a clue? at first there is massive ignorance when you are a virgin to life and then there is fear of knowing when you learn the rules don't make sense and then you may build a great wall condemning your heart to hypocrisy or maybe you have learned to live in spite of anything, at any expense so I ask do you reject life? do you ever reject life? do you ever presume life means you harm or find reason to push living away? and I ask do you fear life? do you ever fear life? do you ever assume life is beyond your grasp like a game you just were not meant to play? how much of you is fear? how much of you is love? and which part of you decides what you say or do? at first there is fear of the unknown when you are a virgin to life and then there is fear of the pain when you learn life can be lost and then you may build a great wall condemning your self to suicide or maybe you have learned to live in spite of anything, at any cost so I ask... |