Subject this is all dream
DateCreated 1/13/2007 11:28:00 AM
PostedDate 1/13/2007 11:15:00 AM
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hopefully by now you know that there are other places to find me, I mean, the me you might call real... maybe if you had the time... you, vast millions of myspace people, remain a fantasy until we share more than a reader and writer shares... my actual phone number and address is easy to find online if you want to talk and begin to know what is real... or, as we all do in life, you can create real in your mind and believe what you choose to believe... and may you choose well for yourself...

what I want most is to love and be loved
the child in my heart lives and breathes
this world has told me that dreams come from above
and everyone always leaves

 
and I've found much truth in the spoken words
in silence I find so much more
and sometimes the words I hear are for the birds
but how can we be sure

in a world that's constantly changing
where words are our only bridges to cross
so much power can be given to nothing
and so much can be felt in the loss

but how do we lose what we never had
if our eyes have not met, how can we see
we let words make us happy, angry, or sad
is this our reality?

what I want most is to feel and be real
to share comfort and time in space
to see my reflection in another's eyes
to share the smile on my face

I've found much meaning in the written word
in truths I have tried to express
but sometimes I realize all this is absurd
for we can only guess

what I mean is I don't know what you mean
and you can only guess at mine
until we share time and space we just dream
that is the bottom line

and you choose the dreams you will empower
with belief and hope that they're real
and I choose the dreams I will empower
that is how we make ourselves feel

if we can remember that all this is dream
and enjoy the moments we share
knowing the texture is think as a bubble
and light as a breath, like the air

then we can enjoy these moments without
empowering assumption or fear
dreams can be without confusion or doubt
if you remember... I am here
and you are there

what I want most is to share my dreams
unconditional love and trust
and while I love the fantasy world of words
in the physical world where we touch
is where I want to share the dream

so much

 

and whether you find this post (and the others like it) as defensive or beating a dead horse or whining or some sort of disclaimer or whether you find post (and others like it) through positive perspectives, may you find some sort of balance in your understanding and remain open to the possibilities... as I remind myself repeatedly that the more right I believe I am, the more wrong I can be, but still I hope I always strive for the positive perspective... and, in the end, may you find a way to embrace your dreams in you physical reality, for if you just dream when you are asleep (or online) there is no way for them to come alive...