Subject For PJ - missing someone (you will always be)
DateCreated 10/21/2006 4:59:00 AM
PostedDate 10/21/2006 4:27:00 AM
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today is someone's birthday... maybe it's yours and I wish you a super Happy Birthday if it is... I am thinking of someone specific I knew intimately once upon a time... not in a romantic relationship, but like family... the kind of intimacy that lets you brush up against each other semi-naked in the kitchen while getting a midnight snack or cuddle up next to each other to watch a movie or to sleep and feel comfortable even knowing you're physically turned on, but you respect the friendship and family feeling you've got...

today I remember my sister PJ and if she happens to stumble by someday, I hope she gets to read this...

you were everything I wanted in a sister and a friend
so unafraid to show it and no need to pretend
wherever you are now I hope you're where you want to be
and believe in your heart that you will always be
welcome in my world for you will always be
family...

and you will always be so beautiful to me

you were just what I was needing when I set out on my own
left me my independence and still I did not feel alone
I hope I gave you half as much as you left within me
and believe in your soul that you will always be
welcome in my world for you will always be
family...

and you will always be so beautiful to me

sometimes when I'm sleeping I reach out to find your there
my fingers trace back time as they roll gently though your hair
maybe I'm just dreaming but somehow I am aware
that love like ours continues even when we are not there

so now I wish you happiness and a life filled with love
may peace and joy fill your life with all the dreams you dream of
and wherever you are now may you be where you want to be
believing you are always loved unconditionally
and welcome in my world for you will always be
family...

and you will always be so beautiful to me


I love you PJ... and once again I thank you for reminding me that it never ends... I'm putting this out here on myspace because it's a small world and maybe you'll find it one day...

after all, a cousin I've not seen in more than a decade popped into my myspace Inbox just this week... who knows who might stumble back into my life next... and it would be a pity to ignore the love and respect I still feel for those I've loved in this life... so here it is, another little piece of my heart (now baby)... and may you, dear reader, enjoy it too...