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it may be time to consider a running log... that is an exercise log since for the past two days I finally stopped being a bump on a log... we shall see if it lasts...

meanwhile, I'm feeling it... oh... years of neglected muscles and brain cells (the ones that control metabolism and protein breakdown and muscle tissue regeneration)...



you know, I watch the Michael Jackson interviews and realize that I relate to s mch of what he says, it's good I didn't grow up in the spotlight and rich enough to do anything I want to do... I'd have built Neverland... I'd invite kids to enjoy the park place for free... and I'd enjoy it with them... what, you never met childinside?... you don't realize that child (and anonanonanon) are closer to the core of who I am than any other personae you might read online?... where do you think candor comes from?...

the world (average normal person, at least in the US) idolizes youth... go anywhere online and you'll find people who want to trade nude photos... sex is the single most powerful selling tool business has... and how many teens get nearly naked to advance their careers in entertainment?... who is popular... sex and libidos are so repressed that people see it subconsciously in everything because they are 'not allowed' to express it openly... so naturally someone who is geninely childlike and innocent (intending no harm) who stays in touch with the honesty inside, the child inside, is viewed negatively by people afraid to be as honest and trusting and open as a child... people put down anything they can not do...

if only we all could afford the precious gift of being able to remain a child in the practical physical world and not just in our hearts and minds... more power to anyone who can...


































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