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here I am rolling (actually, inching or crawling might be more accurate in many ways) back into a healthy life and I find a website that could, if I took it personally, repulse me... having experienced the depressive self-destructive mindset that leads to sugar binges, over-eating and weight gain, I feel lucky to have some sort of alarm system build in that goes off when I reach a certain overweight limit... the alarm went off right around the first of the year and I've dropped almost half the extra blubber since then... yeah, I do things suddenly and drastically... and just as when some smokers finally quit, cigarette smoke repulses them, fat disgusts me... and how this delusion of BBW ever came into human consciousness, for me, is just further proof that the human being is a member of a suicidal species...

here we are in the richest, at least materially, most powerful country in history... how so many people in this country can take this life and use it to become large blobs of fat, therein asking death to come early is a psychological puzzle... perhaps the deeper consciousness uses food as a substitute for truth... instead of real intimacy, we eat... instead of spiritual enrichment, we eat... instead of ethereal enlightenment, we eat... for in the end all the riches and material comforts mean nothing when bombs hang over our heads and we live with the arrogance that leads us to justify bullying and killing on a daily basis...

how many cigarettes have we sold to kids today?... how many bullets and guns?... how many drugs and other products considered illegal and unsafe in this country are sold around the world?... how many fat sandwiches?... the industrial revolution may have been the wrong trn for human evolution... a backslide that could bring a near annihilation of the species... but that seems to be nature's way... if at first you don't succeed, wipe the slate clean and try try again... start over...

I mean, do you trust your doctor?... or the fat-free advertising?... or maybe sugar-free is your leader... but before you get all offended by fat, read the big fat truth and decide for yourself what is right for you...






































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