...THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE...

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there are so many balls laying around... that's what happens when you live a life that involves juggling a lot of different things... there are creative projects, personal projects, and most important, people (some of whom I no longer have contact information for... have I lost balls?)...

yes, I have lost some marbles too

once I was Peter Pan
now I'm a lost boy
once I was Superman
now I'm a lost toy

once I was loved, treasured, and adored
the sun rose and set in my eyes
once I had everything... then I got bored
now I have nothing but lies
and these tears in my eyes

once I was Josh Baskin
now I'm a lost role
once I was Prince Charming
now I'm a lost soul

once I was confident, had so much to give
the love of my life crowned me king
once I had my own mind, then I lost my will to live
now I am your programming
and this song I don't sing

and I wonder if there's hope left for me
can anyone still find me deep in my eyes
and I wonder if I am still in here
I must be if I wrote this, but was it wise
truth is something most people dispise

  once I was...
  now I'm not...

but I haven't given up on life yet
there is some will to live somewhere inside
and I have to dig down deep to find it
and I wish I had some help
the hell with pride

I need a friend
someone to love me
someone to respect who I am
I need a friend
someone to help me
remember and understand
life can be a wonderland

I need a friend
someone to push me
to be the best I can be
I need a friend
someone to share me
somene to share fantasy
and share themselves and everything with me

once I was Peter Pan
now I'm a lonely man
lost everything, even faith in me
I am not Superman
I'm just a lonely man
searching for something to be
and hanging on to hope
that some one will love me

some things may need repeating, but I know I've repeated some things so many times some readers turned away... alas, I am as I am, growing, evolving, creating... and those who stay (yes you) are my treasures... wish you were here J






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