...THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE...
"with a December black psalm
and the night mare rides on
where I fear is lost here
the wind blows, and I know
all you have to do is run away
and steal yourself from me
become a mystery to gaze into
you're so cruel in all you do
but still I believe, I believe in you"
~ Smashing Pumpkins ~
and the process continues... through the dark cold bitter night to find the light warm peaceful new day... the process is forgiveness... the process is believing... choosing the positive... facing the truth... accepting the desire to feel good, to be good, to know good well... and letting it out again...
and the process continues... through the deep December fog to find the clarity within... the process is remembering... the process is feeling... and choosing the beautiful... finding the truth... accepting the desire to feel true, to be true, to know true well... and letting it all out again...
and the process continues... the names change and the time passes and the roller coaster grows and winds it's way along new tracks, but the essense of the experience remains the same... the burning, the cleaning, the healing, the tilling, he planting, the nurturing, the growing, the burning... and whether the burning is painful or pleasurable is so much a matter of perspective, so much a matter of how we approach life and share ourselves, and so much a means to an end... the end, peace... the journey, life, love, and the pursuits of our desires...
and the process continues... to open our eyes and face all the obstacles, to stare down the fears and rise above them to understand why we are here and to feel it, to do it, to be it, whatever it is... to return to your roots, to the child inside, and to let your true self out again... and to share... to let someone in as you let yourself out... to believe in yourself enough to believe in all human hearts... to see clearly, to reach for and focus on intentions as we forgive mistakes... our own and everyone elses...
to remain, to survive, to be with arms wide open...
and the process... continues
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