...THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE...
"when I'm done with thinking then I'm done with you when I'm done with crying then I'm done with you when I feel so tired then I'm done with you everybody feels this way sometimes everybody feels this way and I do ... you can't hear it ... but I do ~ Lisa Loeb ~ and sometimes candles burn out... the healing must happen for that is who I am... even if you can't hear it... even if you don't know... somewhere inside, you know... and that's the saddest cut, that you know and still refuse to overcome your obstacles to acknowledge and forgive yourself and realize there are more ways to share than usery and abuse... you've known honest love... you've known unconditional love and trust... even if you've refused it, you've know it... even if you deny it or think you don't deserve it... you can lock it out of your consciousness and pretend you never experienced it, but you know you did... and I know, because I was there... even sadder, even deeper, is the madness of knowing you create your own reality and experience and still believing you don't know how to change it... kind of like sitting behind the wheel of a car and believing you don't know how to turn the wheel... but ultimately, it's just being too afraid of taking the wheel, taking responsibility, and making the change... so ask yourself... if something really is too far gone, does continuing to destroy it really make sense if you have the choice to make it at least a little better?... and maybe nothing really is ever too far gone... MUSICAL JOURNEYS MAINGATE HOME GARDENS BIOS KITS WORKLIFE LIFETIMES JOURNALS HEARTBEATS SIGN GUESTBOOK VIEW GUESTBOOK SIGN SLAMBOOK! VIEW SLAMBOOK! |