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...THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE...
A Personal Ad think you can?... I'm looking for friends who can share everything freely and honestly, without material status concerns, without insecure possessive needs, and without expectations or without preconceived judgments... for me, your feelings and how you care (for yourself and everything) make you who you are... I can walk a corporate high wire or lead the professional life and I might again if that is what we decide to do... I've burned more money than I can count and I did not find what I seek in the material world, so I gave it all away and now seek friends with existential perspectives hoping to develop a social network that will connect me to my soulmate... there's a childinside me that will never grow old (or up, completely) and it is time to let him steer this life again... will you come out to play?... words and music have always been a sanctuary and creative playground for me... music is the fluid carrying my spirit through my soul and words are the cells forming the bodies of my dreams... you can find me cascading all over the place at home.att.net/~candor ... the front door is the loony toon child inside me... the back door has more details about me, the person... the window is more the offline life me if you want to know about the life I wander through... if you love words, I'd love to share some with you... creative editors are welcome too... and then there are the gardens... I write a lot... about anything... to know me is to read me but more, it's to know what is more me and what is more imagination and what is more reflection of what I don't want in me... these web pages are a tiny part of the writing I've done and do... writing is what I do to release myself and pass the time until something better comes along... and when I'm alone... honesty is my highest ideal and my faith is a quest for truth and being real... an intent to do no harm (innocence) is my way and how I strive to be each moment of every day... curiosity is my primary motivation (I love to learn) and sharing caring is my chosen reason for being alive... if these words and ideals appeal to you, then I welcome you to reach out... age is more than a number... my mind believes it is four years old, my heart feels seventeen, my soul seems as ageless as time itself, my spirit is reborn each time I open my eyes... friends relate because we have similar personalities and ideals, not because of time in this life... everyone has something to teach me and I love to learn... whatever your age, you are welcome if you actualize the ideals I'm expressing here... I don't have a photo today not because the visual is meaningless, but because almost everything I still own (writings, pictures, books, music, and creative things) is in storage about 1300 miles from here today... if you know a trucker who wishes to make some extra money, please pass info along - thanks... I am a sensual being and this is a bit of my view of the physical world... eyes come first, then the mouth, then the whole face and being... my eyes see beauty as being without insecure fear walls (trust), being real (honesty), having harmless intent (innocence), caring (love), and wanting to share everything and more (curiosity, will, hunger, imagination, empathy, symbiosis)... newborns are beautiful - be reborn each time you open your eyes and share your child... if you care about yourself, you care about your body and mind and exercise your whole self often to test your limits, reach for new experiences, and expand your horizons... a motivational partner in the physical life would be very welcome... my intent here is to find friends, so physical attraction is relatively moot for the moment... if you choose your friends based on age or looks or social status, the we probably won't understand each other much... if you are interested in my libido fantasies, become my friend and ask or read libboland (in the bios) and you'll probably find lists of visual images and sensual attractions there... reach beyond the 10th level of the Celestine Prophesy (James Redfield) while understanding and accepting it's all momentary Illusions (Richard Bach) we create as we dare to choose... if you know that you live within your own mind and are responsible for everything you think, feel, do, create, and share, then be yourself, naked, and we can begin to share... whatever you decide to do, may you find and create more smiles than frowns along your way J PS... happen to know Harry Chapin? MORE INTROS MORE BIOS CONTACT INFO KEEP IN TOUCH  EMAIL
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