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...THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE...
I used to write letters to strangers all the time, long before the internet... eventually I'll create a garden for them, but even then some will pop up here in the intros garden just because... and here's one now... (while some writings and introductions are timeless, this one is... ...current until the next one comes along) maybe for the first time (hello)... last month I was focused on looking for a roommate and place... I found both, at least temporarily (through January) so I'm back to looking primarily for friends (though I may be roommate-seeking come January again)... I work a lot, mostly night shift, so my social hours are not compatible with most humans... I created email groups/clubs for many subjects an hope to find friends through them since sharing correspondence (through cyberspace or mail) is kinda timeless... but I want offline sharing... and besides, I don't have a whole lot of online time this month cuz I haven't installed a land phone line here yet... my days and evenings are mostly empty and I'd love to find someone nearby (or a few friends) who'd want to share music, movies, theme parks, and other activities with me... keeping odd hours would help... while I love to be in love, I'm still burning from betrayals down deep so it would be kind to find a friend or few who might understand the caution of a wounded soul... I don't ask much, but I do ask for something most people seem afraid to give - honesty... I've got nothing to hide and an intense love to share... that is a combination that leaves me quite vulnerable and without a life-partner, the vulnerability can become scary... I don't let fear stop me, but I don't pretend it's not there... if you understand this, then we've got at least one deeper starting point... there's a child in me who wants a mom, a dad in me who wants a child, a presense in me who wants a soulmate, lover, partner, and more... but mostly I want a friend, a true friend... a relationship where honesty, trust, openness, comfort, respect, satisfaction, and happiness are the highest mutual priority and goals... since I was a young child, I've spent most of my alone time writing with a musical background... writing is my creative release, therapy, and sanctuary... as is music (and I crave more music)... you can learn more about me by asking or by exploring my written gardens on the web (a fraction of my writings have found their way online... maybe you'll get to know me and help me figure out if it's accurately representative)... or just ask... I believe in honesty, innocence, and harmlessness... I strive to fulfill my curiosity and desires while staying true to my beliefs... I am a hopelessly hopeful romantic and a playfully pragmatic analyst, a combination that leaves heart and mind intensely at odds at times... the roller coaster that results is the most exciting ride I've ever known, so I'm not looking to change... I am looking to compromise and share a ride through life created through mutual desires and personalities... in my lonely moments I feel starved for attention, affection, and my hunger seems insatiable... deeper, I sense a solitary security that allows me to enjoy each moment of this life with the innocent wonder and curiosity of feeling reborn each time I open my eyes... this dichotomy is reflective of the perspective I call me, an openness to the infinite possibilities and a desire to share all that is harmless and positive as much as possible... wordy, huh?... sharing takes two, at least... so I seek the partner-friend (insert whatever all-encompassing label there might be) who wants to share with me...and that's why I'm here... find me on my website or in various online groups or write or call... 407-426-7101 (voicemail) if you want my cell #, just ask... thanks for reading... I hope you find all you seek in this life and may you find and create more smiles than frowns along your way :) honest love, ric Web Gate 407-426-7101 * a friend is a stranger waiting to be met * * a friend is a stranger wanting to be met * * a friend is a stranger willing to be met * READ WRITE CALL MORE INTROS MORE BIOS or CLICK YOU BACK BUTTON TO RETURN TO THE PAGE YOU CAME FROM (or click on one of the links below) AND I HOPE ENJOY YOUR TIME HERE, THERE, AND EVERYWHERE J |
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