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Somebodys Baby


I don't remember ever being
somebody's baby
born to insensitive people
given away without being held
born to impersonal people
never learned how to meld

in many ways that is my advantage
never a baby
see I never learned neediness
it is natural to be alone
I'm not a slave to loneliness
comfortable on my own

and I've always wondered what it felt like to be
held in someones arms and loved unconditionally
and I wonder if you can even relate to me
do you really know what I mean in your reality?
can you even imagine being free?

I never experienced the human condition
I've tried to imitate it
I've tried to duplicate it
but once you know there's no point in indecision
there is no hopelessness
there is no neediness
you confuse that with love
and you can't rise above
the fears you are taught
the lies that you bought
in your co-dependency
when you were a baby
and that has nothing to do with love
nothing to do wih romance
nothing to do with what you dream of
nothing to do with taking the chance
flying free
alone and free
that's where you'll find me
and only here
can you be aware
and begin to know what it means to care
and only there
can you be aware
and begin to really share
and only then
can you begin to love unconditionally
and only then
can you be
somebody's baby
and only then
can you be
a mother to me








Somebodys Baby ... Candor Communications 2000